*Friday, April 22, 2005*
wat is moi life??? something tt God wants.. i guess.... He's really chnaging moi life now...
3 yrs ago.. i was praying for a friend, who cld somehow drag me to church... haha... and Sarah-anne came over!! though i cldnt really join her in Trinity, which i really regretted not being able to (sorry gurl), it was really amazing tt well church timing and all.. i went to arrow heights for like twice in yr 2003.. then neva went back coz it was too far...
2004 came and so did sanne.. keke.. i remember Planet Shakers used to start at 4pm or was it 5pm, and like by the time it ended... it was kinda late for me to take the train home, and i'll always go to bro's hse.. adn somehow get a lecture frm him... b4 he sends me back to Heidelberg... haha.. then... they changed times... added a 2nd service... and after tt.. i moved in wif bro... tt took like half a yr... but its so cool.. coz though i haf to wake up like 6.30am everyday juz to get to sch on time.. i loved it coz well... i dun haf to take a long time to get to church and back... tt was the onli comfort i cld get frm living tt far frm sch besides tt early morning scenery i get to enjoy on the train to sch... its cooll... the sky and all... and sometimes i kinda see light shining through the clouds and think.. sooo beautiful.. all tt stuff tt God's created!!!
and yr 2005 came.. and sanney and i joined DNA, something which we secretly wanted to do in 2004 but guess it didnt occur for us to ask each other...(how dumb.. it was so close to us last yr).. met new ppl.. made lots of new fds... went to some "international dinner" which turned out to be a combine urban life meeting... something tt i didnt really think abt going to yet anyway.. met more ppl... had lots of fun... and im still having lots and lots of fun with all tt fellowshiping.. haha... if tts a correct word..
these term break hols haf been so fruitful... probably not study wise... but probably church wise... i feel more as a part of Planet Shakers (the DNA of it) than i wld haf felt this time last yr... and i've made so many new fds... countless... haha... it sort of feels as though God is teaching me... to find stuff tt i can look forward to besides juz stressing abt moi studies day in, day out... there's more to life than juz tt education system... and.. though DNA is really far in Kew... but i dun mind going.. coz its something i look forward to... and its wonderful.. coz like i haf DNA now on tuesday nights 1 week.. and the next.. i haf urban life to look foward to on wednesday nights.... how amazing is God!!!!!
moi life is busy now... really busy.. i dun deny tt... but i find more meaning to it than b4... i know tt moi studies might b affected somehow.. but its not as if i did a lot of work b4 getting involved with church... its more down-to-earth now... i even volunteered for ushering!!!! wanted to do tt for so lonnnggg.... haha.. (sanney u slow pok... if u had told me last yr... i wld haf signed up wif u ages ago!!! i wanted to do it!!! but wif u of coz!!!!!!!! ) a big THANK YOU SO MUCH for our Father in Heaven.. for answering moi prayers.. really in His own time... its not gonna b easy for me... this yr... being a yr 12.. coping wif sacs and exams.. and being constantly reminded of the scores i need to aim for on each subject to get into gd course in Uni... but i guess... i need lots of faith.. and encouragement.. and right now... church is providing moi wif loads of tt.... Thank God again...
huarry!!!! rach wants to attend church too!!! wonderful... hope she can come often and see tt there's more to church than juz going and leaving wifout staying back and meeting ppl our age ( what i did last yr.. how sad...). church is fun!!! exciting!!! amazing!! something to look forward to!!! every week is a diff experience.. and i pray so hard tt i'll neva b bored of it forever!!!! its definately something i'll remember for the rest of moi life!!! hope tt rach... u can join me.. if we ever hold tt booth for church at any other Unis.. tts an experience to remember... but i've never felt so happy being tt tired out...!!! NEVER!!!
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