*Thursday, April 14, 2005*
wat does the future hold for me? i cant create the future, yet i can walk the path of the future i want... makes sense?
talking to sanne woke me up a bit few nights ago.. i realised how muchie i enjoy and cheerish these convos... meaningful and at ease... somehow i feel comfortable.. like how i pour everything out so easily.. its God's blessing, i told her once.. twice.. few times tt she's here.. and now closer than b4... really cheerish wat those horrigible arguments we had.. and tt competition of hu cld write the longest letter.. haha.. i think she always won.. oh welll
some ppl think abt juz the next step.. like ppl moi age wld b thinking abt uni.. and wat courses to do and so on.. yet i'd like to think beyond tt... mayb like wat i see myself working as.. and wat i feel called to do.. but sometimes.. interests change thru age.. and well.. i dunno wat i really wanna do at times...
close fds noe abt my calling to help ppl in need, to care for them... but sad to say... helping ppl in need catogarises lots of jobs and occupations... every occupation helps the society one way or another
ling long picked a waterdrop @ 2:09 am
