*Saturday, May 21, 2005*
recently felt really empty in life.. like there were a lot of things wasnt sure of.. wasnt confident about.. and God somehow seemed sooo far away... God changed a lot of that last night, that really juz made me wanna take tt step of faith and walk closer towards Him.
went for Boom last night.. finally.. and Chad was speaking... on ppl ain't wat they seem to be.. tt things didnt seem to be going the right way.. confusing and leaving a lot of questions in our heads.. questions tt wld somehow be hard to hunt for answers... and he emphasized a lot on either we are in a relationship with God or we are not and tt really stood out, as though we Christians haf a relationship with God, troubles still come our way, but we know how to face them, because we have tt faith in God who leads us out of troubled waters... and tt shook me a lot...
there are lots of times where i juz dun wanna let go of those troubles no matter how tied down i am bcoz of them.. but its really amazing... God was soo hinting to me... like let goand get into a serious relationship wif Me... and i was juz thinking who i should go talk to with abt this.. and like.. half an hr later... while i was at Max Brena at Melb Central, Phoebe smsed.. saying tt she was thinking abt me all week and wanted to know whether there was anything she could do for me... like pray and all.. and u noe wat..!!!! she was on the list of ppl i thought i could choose to talk to!!!! amazing ah.. the way God works... really need a guide to my spiritual walk wif God and He has sooo timingly sent one... amazing.. awesome... wonderful... great and mighty our God is.... woowowoowowowoowowoowoowowowowowoowoowowowoowowowowowowo
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