*Thursday, May 19, 2005*
wat used to seem trival now seems impt... now stands out... the obvious shown... how sometimes i wish i knew where i belonged.... yet... i know somehow i dun.... juz dun haf tt bond present in me btw others... if u noe me... u noe wat im referring to if i've talked to u abt this...
its not onli "me" hu feels like tt... today... had a chat wif a certain "miss t".. sense of belonging is somehow absent in her life... hu r our real fds... where do we fit in... where we stand in where we are... sounds confusing.. not so.. there are onli few blanks... and the title makes up a lot of it...
sometimes i wonder... how much of a friendship grp do i haf? wat kind of ppl do i mix wif? how many sch fds and ppl i was/am close to read this blog... how much really do they wanna know abt my life.. and how it has changed??? are moi real fds tt little... tt limited tt i haf to go out to hunt for wat i can call real ppl?? than hu haf the rest been? shadows 0f the past?.. sounds scarier by the second.... wat shld i do... how shld i be... ??
ling long picked a waterdrop @ 1:57 pm
