*Tuesday, May 10, 2005*
wats amazing in moi life is that God has shown me how proclaiming things out loud and being at peace with issues is a motivation in my life. few days ago... probably like the night after i wrote "Amazing God, so little faith me", i felt God pushing me to speak out and against those fears and stress... and i did... like at i dunno wat time in the morning, but yah, He was really doing a good job with that nagging, not allowing me to fall asleep till i gace it up completely to HIm, which was like already 2-3 in the morning or even earlier... haha.. God is amazing people.. His constant nagging is hard core nagging... so betta give in!!!!
i felt great after that.. really.. though i only had like 3-4 hrs of beauty sleep... it was really amazing how God led me through dance practise, how He built up my confidence in my dancing, how He pushed me to give my 100%, how He stirred up perseverence in me.... tts a Good God i serve and i'm happy i know Him. seriously... yupz.. though im still really paiseh after hearing (someone) try and make an announcement about me performing, i was glad that it didnt affect me any more as it did few nights ago.. like.. tt fear was gone like 5 mins later.. and though it comes back to haunt me often enuff, im so super grateful for God's protection over me.... thank God that i can still carry on wif my dancing and move on to a more challenging level with a performance that isnt gonna be easy.. but its something i was encouraged to do and dun wanna not do it... i'm lifting it up wholy to God and really a big thanks to all out there, encouraging, supporting, caring, beautiful women and charming men... i wouldnt know what to do without u peeps and u definately know hu u r... thanks for everything and for most importantly being part of my life.. i realli realli love each and every one of u.....
ling long picked a waterdrop @ 2:25 pm
