*Saturday, June 04, 2005*
haven been blogging for a few day... and it feels strange.. like my life's soo boring.. haha.. these few days haf been crazy... balancing studies wif keeping saint... frm stressing out to crying out.. to i dunno.. thinking y im still not dead frm all this crazyness...
i dunno wat to say abt study life.. but right now.. i need to finish a lit essay wich usually takes me at least a week to finish... and now... 3 hrs.. to do it.. haha.. eng sac... and study for chem.. but of coz .. right now.. its eng and lit.. coz lit's due tomorrow.. and eng.. sac is tomorrow too.. and then... ahha.. no more sch for a weekk.. but harlo.. to exams... sheesh... haha... wonder which is better...
cant wait till tomorrow.. when lit and eng are all behind... and i can stay truly loyal and focussed on my chem... argh!!!! sounds like a crazy gurl talking here!!!!!
juz had lunchie wif Scotty.. haha.. amazing how these church ppl work.. talking behind ppl's back abt ppl.. haha... no lah.. joking... but yah... hey .. share wat u've been saying abt me mah... haha.. no lah.. i was asking him the diff btw Matt's discipleship and urban life's discipleship.. and he was like.. "wait lah.. u've still too young.. wait another 2-3 mths"... ahha... and i was like... " i might go after exams to Matt's".. and he was like.. "oh ya... Ee Lin told u huh"... and i was like.. okkkk... do u guys like talk abt us all.. like tt... haha.. veri cool though... haha
luv u ppl to the core.... really seriously... so much tt im gonna stay and not go back this yr... well.. if my mom allows... haha... and stay for e conf... but still... its not only the conf.. but also for my uni posting and all.. right?? so... will she allow?
hmmm... but everyone's going back so early!!!!!!!!!!!! oh well... i do wanna go back home.. but i rather settle stuff here b4 going back.. than i dun haf to kan chiong... and not haf a gd holiday back home... hmm... think think...
these few days haf been great... talking to Ee Lin and Juni when i feel like crap... learning abt stuff... finding comfort abt stuff... all these beautiful ladies and handsome men im surrounded wif reminded me to something i once felt touched by....
have u ever realised tt the ppl around us are actually Angles sent from Heaven, to guide us and to be with us through our ups and downs, and when their mission is accomplished on earth, they return to Heaven to be with the Lord...
used to cry when i read this.. and it juz seems soo real.. like thru hard times.. i know hu to call.. and this yr has been really hard.. but it felt so much easier than last yr coz i was able to cope... wif all my Angles ard me... and i really thank God for each and every1 of u... i wont name names... coz i might forget to name a few... but... i remember each of u and i wanna say Thank You...
Thank You for all ur guidence..
your comfort...
your encouragement...
your fun,
your laughter,
your presence,
your strength,
your prayers,
for u...
for juz being u...
for all tt advice and conidence u haf in me...
i cannot express my gratitude in any other way...
but i juz wanna say..
ur presence has really changed my life
gave it a new look
gave it meaning,
gave it strength,
gave it a hope and a future
gave it reality
gave it fun and fulfillment
gave it life...
Thank you..
Thank you
thank you
this is what i "lost"...... but i found it... hahahaaha
ling long picked a waterdrop @ 9:18 am
