*Friday, June 03, 2005*
im a sentimental gurl... like seriously... veri veri sentimental to the xtreme.... dunno when it all started... but its still running like adreline in me....
things ppl do... things tt touch my heart.. they will b penned down.. and kept forever as memoirs i can revisit.... feel like writing a bk 1 day... haha... a bk specially for me... and it will b called.... cherished moments in a sentimentalist's life.... cool huh... yupz.... definately....
im tired.. tired of living up to ppl's expectations of me... tired of living up to other's expectations.... but then agian... if i dun... i prob wont find an aim to wk towards... juz tt.... well... if some of u noe my cuz... shes really wat i wld call a perfectionist... meaning.. she's organised.. ready.. prepared....im prob the opposite.. and well.. yah.. mayb its juz coz im the opp.. tts y its getting onto my nerves... great... sigh... i need to feel prepared for my chem.. but i noe im not putting in my 100%.... common gurl... u can do it... tts the spirit ain't it? yupz.. if onli it works most of the time... haha.. oh well... pray tt i will spend solid time wif God when he calls every min and every sec... mayb i'll get tuned in to His constant encouragement and strength soon....
oh ya... abt the thank you stuff... well... ya.. last nite.. had a few calls.. and it really shook me... haha... PeiJet called... saying tt she bought bubble tea for us, coz she knew it was exam period.. and thought we might b stressing and so wanted to bless us... i mean.. common gurl.... hu wld do tt?? well.. now we noe... and then... Juni called... to see how i was... to make sure i knew tt DNA retreat form was due on sun.. and to make sure i had made up my mind btw the formal and e retreat.. then.. Jolyn called... to ask how i was... and i was like.. ok.. this is getting freaky... like... can i look into the future or something.. coz i juz finished tt thank you thingy in the evening and ppl start called 5-6 hrs later... amazing.. than scott smsed... and i was like.. tts it... going home immediately to talk to God...
thanks guys... u all really rock my life... serious.. no kidding...
lots of luv
ur cute meimei...
ling.. the bell...
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