*Friday, July 08, 2005*
in life, we sort of haf to do stuff for the 1st time,to be able to step into a new period of our knowledge, to increase it, to mature, to grow...
juz had my 1st driving lesson abt 3 hrs ago... waaa... neva thot it was tt hard to drive... no major accidents... no crashing... juz some really funni stuff like stepping on the brake while turning, being too far left or too far right on the road... a few heart attacks here and there.. oh man... scary lah... but hey... im hving a 2nd lesson tomorrow morning at 8am!!!! i mean... no sleep, traffic is gonna kill me man!!!! argh!!! no lah.. at least i know tt i'll b doing less moving, more observing, trying to fit into traffic conditions...
wat was i gonna say at urban life... oh... realised tt i didnt put it down in my previous entry....
haf u ever had an experience where the more u stare at someone, the less u recognise tt person? a friend told me tt one day when i was in spore studying, and its been on my mind ever since... y?
i once told a friend, that if i didn't know her, i wld walk pass her on the streets without talking a 2nd glance. its not that she's not attractive, its juz tt she's like any other gurl, normally attractive, n not someone popular that she stands out in a crowd. that's how we all are, yet when i stared at her face, it was as though i was looking at another person and i juz saw her attractiveness glowing right at me.
its not because she's any normal gurl, but because she was on fire for God tt made a huge difference. i saw tt light in her, and the way her face lit up when she was talking abt the things she could do for God, was as though someone installed light bulbs in her face and turned them on tt moment!!! its not abt being prejudiced but its abt wat we are after, the approval of the world, or God's smile upon our face. i told myself i want to be like her, to follow her footsteps and go on forever doing God's work.
people around me are growing growing growing in everyway of God. i'm so proud of them it juz changes my life at the thought of what yr 2005 has been so far and how much im looking forward to it more and more... aren't u?
ling long picked a waterdrop @ 11:42 am
