*Friday, July 29, 2005*
not too long ago... was watching this show call guess guess guess.. a taiwanese entertainment show.. with one of the segments of the show... the strongest pettie gurl... and there was this gurl.. hu went on the show... really skinny yet pretty.. and she was given this opportunity to say something to her mom.. and she ended up crying badly.. coz she suffered frm depression not too long ago.. and coz she was so skinny.. she was sickly and all.. and she finally broke down and realised how much pain she had caused her loved ones and how much she wanted to go back to her old happy self...
a promise i made to myself 3 yrs ago, tt i wld def do better than in Spore.. and show to my loved ones tt i was capable of gd results... yet now, as i look at myself, i realise tt i had discovered probably an interest which cost me the time and concentration to study... funny how last min ppl dun feel the stress till the days go past and the time for something big draws near...
to my beloved mummy.... wanna thank you for your constant encouragement, that no matter how much i have disappointed you in the past, you've never given up on me... thanks you for being that strong pillar of strength in my life, and for being the strong parent you are to pull this family together... your little girl doesnt want to disappoint you, but sometimes she finds it so hard to concentrate... this promise i make to you, daddy and korkor, and to myself, that though i have not yet put in my 101% in my tests this whole year, and even in my mid-year chemistry paper, i will give it my best shot at the end of the year for all my papers. i dont want you to worry about me anymore. i love you mummy... and i miss you lots....
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