*Friday, July 22, 2005*
how many times haf i blogged abt urban life..? haha.. prob everytime i haf attened one, i wrote something about it... cant help it... it affects me sooo muchie... i juz cant help but share...
someone once asked me... whether i thought that my blog was a bit too personal for people to read... now come to think about it.. i blog not oly when im at home, but whenever im in sch.. or on the way to sch... i pen down stuff that come to mind... and they appear on my blog....
sure.. its personal... but i guess.. if i minded.. nothing will b up... one DNA seesion was talking abt the ways we evangelise... writting my blog is one way... thru persoal experience, one is able to evangelise... doesnt matter whether i know u or not.. wat matters is tt u reading this... esp if u're a non christian...
urban life: ..... last night... i went early... reached abt 7pm.. and ended up in prayer at abt 7.15pm... b the time i got out almost half an hour later, PeiJet's hse was surounded by ppl... but the thing was... i thot i was in the wrong hse.. coz i took soo long to find a familiar face in clusters of ppl.... amazing huh? it was mind blowing... i thought 2 weeks ago was great wif the turn out... this week is even better... def pray tt they'll all stay and not let it be a one time experience...
Ee Lin was sharing stuff abt where our passion lies and wat it takes to multiply it... and seriously... i mean... its def not the 1st time i've mentioned that the stuff EeLin shares is mind exploding... i guess the stuff she spoke abt was in me for a veri long time.. how i dounbt myself a lot.. how i see myself slowly growing in God and how i begin to feel like i stand out so much amongst my friends and how hard it was to show them and be an example to them tt i was diifferent and it was better for me....
i was basically on the verge of a breakdown almost... haha... thank God for Ee Lin and her prayer time.. for us to come out.. and awake tt passion in us....
i thank God so much for the people who prayed for me... for Jolyn.. Phebe.. Jono.. Shuana.. Lili... a lot of stuff that when JOlyn, Phebe, & Jono spoke out really woke me up... and i thank God for teaching me and reminding me of what i can do and tt im someone in His heart....
when EeLin was doing her little intro of what Urban Life was... i had this sudden urge to share... haha.. like wat was Urban Life to me.. EeLin mentioned abt that family we haf, the love and the little things we did for one another... like cooking porridge for someone hu had food poisoning... so on and so forth... and to me... there was so much more...
Life this year has really been a life changing experience and i haf definately gotten a lot out of the multiple of friends i've made.... argh!!! sometimes i still cant remeber names... but i def remember faces... and i love it when i go up to them.. and reintro myself in the hope tt they too forgot my name... ahhha... too bad... its oly my memory tt fails me at times like this.. coz they remember.. oh wellls.... i'll juz use my killer laughter to save me frm embarassment... hahaaaa.... argh!! im really tired now... hope to hear frm me soon....
yea!!!!! sanney's coming back soon!!! dearest... i luv yoos.... take care.. haf a safe trip back.. and call me when u get back kaz? i luv yoos.. and Jono wants his mp3 back.. haha... tts all... oh yah... call me when u're back... gotta sigh u up for some talk on tues which i cant make due to sch career expo... but u gotta go... coz its part of inner champ.. and more than tt... kk.... byeeeeeeee
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