*Wednesday, August 03, 2005*
i wonder, how many times i haf sincerely asked for forgiveness or accpted one with all my heart? sometimes... i ask myself... y do i do stuff for others.. and not feel happy abt it... sometimes in sch... mayb in other areas of my life... and i ask God... how much should i go.. to measure how much i've done and how i shld be rewarded for it... and God is sooo amazing...
He brought me to our daily bread's website, and the devotion for today was on forgiveness, and how in Luke, the parable of the lost son... the father was able to clothe his son because his son was willing to work even as a hired hand juz to eat...
i should not pressure myself into doing more than my best... coz in the end, God shows me tt all i become is someone bitter, and unwilling to do anymore... i should be enjoying the blessings He has provided me and not frown at them... what a reminder!!!!
yesterday marked the beginning of uni course selection.. and im still wondering what i can do and what God wants me to do.. and it came to my mind y i still dun mind trying out for Psych when i hated it last yr.. and why media and comm sticks in my head though i hate journalism (write so much for what?).. and i realised tt one weakness i haf is tearing myself away from tw entertainment shows and even idol series.. and i thought.. it wldnt be tt bad to be a script writer or even come up with programmes within a channel... for ppl to enjoy, to laugh, to learn abt, to gain experience from, and def mature in skills and areas of their lives...
i pray tt i may be able to seek God's help constantly and even now, as time is crucial, and as subject selection days draw closer to an end, i may be able, with God's guidence, to put down 12 choices of His will....
i like to say a big thank you to all out there... for ur smses, ur encouragements.. and even though sometimes i may tell u tt i haf ill feelings abt some1, or even u may b tt some1.. i thank u for tt experience, which makes of friendship stronger after that friction days...
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