*Monday, August 29, 2005*
at church this evening, during worship... we sang a few songs and when Pstr Russell made the females and males sing at different times of the same chorus and finally together again, it felt so.... awesome.... it was like.. soprano then altos and finally the beautiful voices of choir... and it was like a moment in time that i felt like it was the Hevenly choir singing to God... so amazing.. so peaceful, so quiet when we stopped singing and juz cried out to God...
juz tt afternoon, sanne and i had a chit chat on optus... hhaa. free calls... but anyway... we were juz chatting abt how diff we wld feel when we go back to our own churches... its like.. i dunno.. sometimes.. we feel like tt passion we feel in City Church differs so much from that in Spore... as though... we were moving at different rates in diff places.. tt we move so fast forward here, that the rest of our church friends back home seem.... slower?
how do we feel when u go back? the atmoshere different... the passion maybe less... how we feel so attached in Melb tt Spore feels like a holiday.... do our friends leave church because they no longer wanna grow or because they rather seek another place to move forward in? i've always wondered what made our youth group go their different ways... when i go back.. i feel like a stranger who tires to bring peace once in a while, when i cant feel anything wrong, yet something exists...
well.. prob worrt abt tt later.. goal right now is to keep moving forward...
ling long picked a waterdrop @ 3:16 pm
