*Saturday, August 13, 2005*
i sit at home the whole day, and realise i haven done any work except read my lit critics and look at my eng biography. oh dear.. time's really passing me by.
did i mention how much i hate lit? did i mention why i still dun understand why i took chem? yah.. my uni yr 1 ex sch mate asked me this on the train home few days ago, why i took chem if i wasnt gonna do science.. and i told her i think i made a mistake taking both lit and chem.
i like media stuff.. i love reading stories online and downloading shows. i feel like i wanna work on programmes for tv and stuff... not being someone on tv, or even a journalist. i wanna be someone behind the scenes, thinking abt shows to air, storylines to produce. i like to use my imagination and creativity more. i dun wanna sit in an office all day long and treat ppl. i dun wanna sit all day long and listen to ppl's troubles. i wanna haf a practical session wif ppl. tts my passion now. i can wtach shows and shows all day long and juz analyse them. i can critise actor's acting and say what should be better or why lighting is like this. this is what i wanna do, but is tt wat i'm called for? the entertainment industry isnt as simple as i hoped it was. but i still wanna do wat im interested in. aiyayaiyaya... i haven filled in my uni application.... how ah?
ling long picked a waterdrop @ 8:57 am
