*Tuesday, September 20, 2005*
sitting in sanne's room, and realised that i was drawn to read a certain someone's blog before deciding what i cld blog abt... today, rach called me and started nagging abt studying... sanne prob agreed wif her.. last night's attachments all came back to mind, yet i decided i wasnt gonna get pulled down by them. i dun need to be the smartest, i dun wan to. to me, there's no pt being the cleverest, the most appreciated, the best in the world if i dun haf a God to serve. i wld never exchange my experiences this yr for a better grade, coz i know that it wld not be what God wants.
God walks before us when we haf an issue at hand. in fact, He always walks ahead of us, yet how much do i trust that He'll pull me out of my fears? no more running away. in 1kings, Elijah had to go back and face his problems after being in depression mode. its abt time i did that instead of still hovering over my cannot-do-it.
God detached my attachments and its by faith that i believe that He did and i can go on wif life... wan so much to juz run right into His presence and not be bothered by the weight thats right upon me at this moment in time.
ling long picked a waterdrop @ 1:35 pm
