*Friday, September 02, 2005*
keeping my mood solem today to keep me "in the mood" to write a personal biography in the style of Robert Drewe.... how should i write it, how can i have an effect on my reader, how can i arrange the series of happenings to make it interesting and attractive? what should i base my story line on, how can i write it to fit 2000 words? all these qns running thru my head, and as i blog, ppl behind me are speaking specialist maths... haha... not a happy day today.... def need a relaxation mode after 2 hrs of writting...
not really stressed abt it b4... but my lit teacher decided to show us what others did to get 40 out of 40 and tt got us stressing when he went round and round the bush. oh wells... only for 2 hrs.. then another 24 throughout the week and im done, and ready to hand my final essay exactly 1 week later...
tts one good thing abt lit sacs so far... can bring home and do.. why we need 2 hrs today is a real blur but it sucks... hhaa... need to get pts down.. to arrange my throughts in order and pull of ordinary detail in ordinary life and chnage it to extraordinary happenings in ordinary situations...
Robert Drewe... how does stepping on a fig represent sexuality.. how does the morning represent sexual awakening? argh!!!! can i juz talk abt church these past few mths... so much more to write.. too bad Robert Drewe was not a passionate Christian who attended Planet Shakers in Melbourne... else... i would have lots to relate to him!!!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
was talking to a schhol friend abt buying birthday presents during lunch yesterday afternoon... and she commented tt the money i spent on buying gifts can be added together to buy expensives gifts for myself... tt kinda shook me up a bit... why do i hardly think of that, why do i seldom hear that coming from anyone else? then i thought abt why people buy each other gifts. shouldnt it be because we care for one another and wanna bless each other loads with the gifts we given them? shouldnt we wanna show them how special they are and how much we care for them and their importance in our lives they are to us? if we used the same amount of money and boughts expensive gifts for ourselves, what's the percentage that we would be as happy as we as a group putting $$ in together and hunting for an expensive present for another?
lit time...
ling long picked a waterdrop @ 4:35 am
