sometimes the unexpected turns out to be what He sees your heart to be made of

*Saturday, October 22, 2005*

how many times do we feel as though God is far from us, yet we know that we can always go back to Him coz His wide arms are forever open...

few years ago, i told Him that i hated Him... and He showed me that the situation i was facing helped me grow in Him....

6 years later, i tell Him the same thing.. the situation also includes a family memeber... and His calling me back, to forget the hurts, to forget the words, to depend totally on Him.. its true.. the words dun hurt as much when time passes, but it stays there.. to haunt me, to pull me down...

God's too faitful for me to hate, too beatiful to find a flaw, all i can say is that im the one who's too imperfect to see the perfect plans He has for me... God i will hold on, even if its juz a grab by Your finger, im still holding on...

ling long picked a waterdrop @ 2:53 am

Comments:

i tried to think of something better to say, but all i came up with was,
i agree.
~lou

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Lauren : 11:04 am