*Thursday, October 13, 2005*
sitting on the way to sch on the train and suddenly i feel sad... i dunno.. was thinking last nite.. where wld i be if God didnt find me and the things that happened to me in the past still happened? where wld i be if things went right, but life went wrong? where wld i be if everything went wrong and i was in melb? wat will happen if i didnt meet sanne in mg and didnt know abt citychurch?
the ans: God juz finds another way around... tts wat i think.... i mean... if we were meant to be found by Him, we will be, no matter how much we try to run and hide away frm Him...
ooo.. one thing im really looking forward to this weekend!!! my darling mama san is on her way!! wooohooo yah!!!!! hoorray!!!!! can u all hear the screams frm over here? haha.. the excitment and the joy.. though her arrival marks the start of " exams drawing closer" and the "end of sch", i still wanna say.. i cant wait!!!! wooohooo....
cant wait to spend time wif her, cant wait to go shopping, eat, hang ard, hug, kiss, love.... yet i know tt i wont haf much time after exams coz she's gonna leave asap.. too bad... juz missing 2 weeks of my bdae... aiyah... so much for a family gathering... thinking abt it... this mth's the only time we can "gather"... after tt... we're all gonna be in 3 diff countries, 3 seperate continents of the world by next yr...
and the most tragic thing!!!! uni offers is only on Jan 17th!!!!!! oh man.. i thot it was the 10th!!!!! now i haf 1 week less time of holiday in spore.. and haf to fly to kuching for chenna new yr... aiyahsh!!!!!!!!!!! tts it... i better start fasting for a new apartment, new flat mate and new life..
ling long picked a waterdrop @ 2:55 am
