*Saturday, December 17, 2005*
wrote an entry.. published it... after an hr... deleted it... tts wat i like abt blogs.... u can delete things frm memory.... wat abt life? can we do tt too?
frm complaining, being in confusion, worry, to desperation.... im kinda at peace now...
i know wat i wanna do... i c my goal... nows its juz the process, which i noe wont be easy... be it in uni.. after uni.. during work...
i noe im choosing a foreign environment.. over a familiar... friend -filled one... but mayb... tts to lessen my comparison, allowing me to go out there,make more friends, instead of juz being in my comfort zone... mayb its preparing me for the future... where i haf to face more of this.. but hey.. tts only in sch... i still haf my seniors... i still haf my fds ard me.. juz.. not during sch hrs..
its a sacrifice.. but i know He will hold me on... and allow me to reach my goal...
this may be personal.. but hey... do i care? not really.. coz i know tt wat i proclaim, i do wan it to come true.... so.. to my goal of missions, africa visiting, showing reality.. here comes hardship... def not suffering... but a lot of creativity...
y? coz He's good... He's faithful.. He knows tt i will learn... no matter wat the outcome is... hey.. this is a cool test... for a wonderful testiment to come about...
ling long picked a waterdrop @ 12:11 pm
