*Wednesday, January 25, 2006*
when God provides a revelation... doubt and fear comes in.
i've had fun, good food, stomachaches (to fit the oily food) and a church service waiting to blow my mind in this 2 mths. heading over to kuching... im bringing excitement, but also in anticipation of what is going to happen there. how im gonna speak to my grandmother, how im gonna bring her and the rest of whoever's not saved there to Christ. i believe... that the yr 2006 is a year which God wants to push me beyond what i am capable of doing.. far beyond what i've planned to be able to do, far beyond what i've done in 2005 ( the yr of 'slacking' as i wld call it)... He shown in the beginning of the yr.. tt my cry for 1 unsaved friend/family member a year will haf to go up to 2 or more this year... and well... because of a vision tt my Godfather sees in me, im hoping tt my grandmother wld be person number 2 this year.
i've realised... tt bringing ppl to Christ is one hard things... but keeping them retained and contantly coming takes in heaps of effort. my mum juz got her revelation of what her so called 'ministry' is... and its really cool. i wanna noe what mine is for this yr.
still feel far away and out of touch wif His plans.. but then again.. when haf i seen it coming till its either right in front of me or past me when i realise.
lazy to put up pics of food here.. but will do it.. once i get back frm msia.... so here's to ppl in Melb...
i miss u all heaps... so none betta leave b4 i come back... Ray's an exception!!! im thinking abt u all everyday.. and well... im glad to say.. tt im finaly looking forward to joining u all back in Melb.. doing orientaion... coz im pumping myself up for potter service and welcome dinners.. so.. everyone.... lets start preserving energy and making our newcomers feel the warmth (besides the oven baking heat) tt we can give... love you all heaps and truckloads!!!! God bless ya loads and loads and loads!! hahahahah kuching food.. here i come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
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