*Thursday, February 16, 2006*
been away for long... and sometimes... well.. i wanna appreciate the break...
so much has happened since i went away... welll not couting the trip back home, but talking abt not seeing relatives in kuching for almost 10 yrs... to my aunt not recognisingme.. thinking i was Rach's fd.. to thinking i saw twins when my 2 boy cousins appeared one after another... haha... well they're not.. but well.. seeing them grow, the younger one 15, the youngest gurl... think the last time i saw her was like when she was one or was it 2.. so abt 10 yrs.. she's 11 now.. hahha...
but i guess..the one mid blowing thing.. was having my Godfather receiving a vision.. and for questioning tt vision everyday since i arrived... be it b4 i sleep, or even in the shower... but somehow.. He always seems to leave me wif peace, tt He'll take care of everything....
from mama holding our hands for not 1, but 2 prayers, to taking down 3 generations of ansestor's pictures, to hearing my mum's indian mission trip testimonies, to seeing her eldest daughter changed thru receiving a diff faith. from scolding my aunt and uncle for going to church.. to her one morning... telling my mum tt she wants to accept Christ out of her own free will.. the last person we ever thought wld accept Christ, to seeing an elderly woman shine, not only thru her face, but thru her heart, even the whole hse is literally brighter.. and even family problems being sloved step by step....
as the relatives say... our trip ten yrs later is prob God planned... as this is prob the biggest change the whole family has received.... the most pleasant shock... the greatest surprise... to see blessings coming in one after another, none stop...
although i feel dry... but God has showed tt even a little faith, a little whisper b4 i close my eyes, is enuff for Him to say 'ok, its done'. from CoE not received, to running to dimia.. from not getting my visa, to having a briching visa done... its amazing.... now.. i noe God hears the desires n worries of my heart... at least i wont be enrolling wifout any advice.. thank God for uni advisors.. hahhaha..
ling long picked a waterdrop @ 11:17 pm
