*Tuesday, March 14, 2006*
"arise" was said in ul on wed...
last night at discipleship, we were asked to take "initiative" and to "rise up"
when i entered my front door, u were on my mind.. n God spoke clearly, to go... tt was my initiative n i went...
never appreciated a time like this... a time tt i've always wanted, to catch up, to clear misunderstandings.... i know y the devil is working like tt... n at this pt in time... the only 1 i'll hate is the devil...
because we are shaking the planet, u n u n i... he has come b/w us, b/w our circle of friends... but i noe, tt one day, we'll come back to where we were... we'll come back to where we stopped and will carry on moving forward...
im still in amazment... at why things turned out this way... y problems spread this way... but i know.. tt though i see a lot of things differently right now, my heart for each n every one of u will still be the same... i will still b tt crazy gurl u c in church, the one hu goes up for hugs and cheek kisses, the one hu juz wants to laugh, the one hu juz wans to smile...
i'm left wif 1 more.... u noe hu u r... remember the korean food we ate last nov? i wanna go back there... if u ever do c this... i juz wanna say... its my turn now to pay... true i've let distance come in our way... but juz as Pstr Matt said... to end off each entry on a positive note... i will fix our problem.. n i will ask for ur forgiveness.. n i'll love u, as much as i've loved and will continue to even more...
to any one else hu sees this... i duno wat to say... but its gonna b our loss if they fade away... ppl come n go in our life... some move on to other uls, some return home, some into other ministries... but the bottom line is.. we started frm the same ministry.. and if we cant encourage 1 another... no one else can... coz we're in God'd own family....
i remember a time.. in discipleship, when each of us stood in tt circle, and prayed for unity... tt was y i stepped up... to be united as 1 ministry... at this moment, the hole hasnt been mended... but becoz of tt circle we made, i want our friendships back... all of us...
i love u all... like i've neva loved anyone b4... n i pray tt i'll neva stop... this is when i realise... i really really really really love each n everyone of u....
its time to rise up isnt it? then its time to start our breakthroughs in... n kick the devil out... be it in our daily lives, or be it in church, in uni, in our family... he's an idiot n we ought to show him hu's boss ard here... come on guys... we can def do it... not with juz our individual strength... but wif the unity n encouragement we shared, to achieve tt same goal, the attitude tt we carried throughout us for events like trivia and mamak nite...
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