*Saturday, April 22, 2006*
things tt were not meant to be, things that were of the past, things that i need to foget, let go and put down, i learnt it all today...
it hit me like a hurricane.. it hit me hard... i refuse to be who i was... and i wanna prepare... for who i can be....
God... i wanna leave my whole to you... my everything... day in day out...22/4/06
the fear to continue, the fear to look forward... im scared... but God... thank You... for tt helping hand... tt prompt....
my passion, my calling... i leave it all to You... at time it seems like a vast ocean... at time im at the shore... but recently... its juz floating soo far away... i cant seem to make any sense of it.
dun noe if its Your presense right here... tingling my every nerve.... but God... the tears tt flow... i know its You... right here by my side... neva letting me go...its cold... but my heart's still warm.... not at peace in my stomach, in my head... but i know... tt You'll always be here.. doesnt matter if i dont sense it... coz tts when faith comes in and takes over all distractions... God... im holding on... to Your calling.. Your passion, Your desire... Your love...
ling long picked a waterdrop @ 9:23 pm
