*Monday, May 22, 2006*
its been a long week... wif bad moods, horrible results, fears, bad news... to come to church and translate....
to fear not being good enuff... for being not whole enuff.. for Him to work me in and out..
positioning myself for God to work... how wld i do tt? went for altar call... and these words... these words tt i needed to hear for the past mth... its time to bury tt coffin and hammer the last nail in.... God... how long haf i waited to hear those words...
to see tt passion ignite once again... to go down... to humble myself in front of Him... to burn for my passion like i've neva burned b4... i feel like its coming true...
met Sue Lynn for lunch today.... heard some news.. and its sinking in... no preparation process.... another email... short course is starting... shld i or shld i not? the advice... u cant study 2 days b4 exams... u shld be studying weeks b4... mayb i shld accept... shld i?
throat feels weird... i hope its onli psychological... im soooo not going to get sick in His mighty name, Amen!!!!!!!
ling long picked a waterdrop @ 1:04 am
