*Saturday, May 06, 2006*
a lot of expectations come my way... responsibilities... barriers.... breakthroughs.... the good and bad i've gotta experience...
true.. as John Bevere asked.... how many have felt tt the past 3 years have been one of the most difficult times we've experienced.... i didnt admit it... but now.. reflecting back.. the past 6 yrs have been difficult... since the day we stepped into church... since the day he left.... since the day i was pulled out frm my dreamland... since the day i stepped into foreign melbourne... since the day i left my comfort zone... since the day i prayed for a church.... so much more to say...
but God has shown me soooo much more... the ppl im surrounded with, the older ones who've experienced more than i have, the mentors tt He's provided... the guidence, the encouragement... its all tt i've not asked for, all tt i've not expected... all i did was to pray for a church.. and He's blessed me with so much more.
isnt it time to put aside my fears, isnt it time to rise up... to break through tt wall i put up... the security tt i lack.. isnt it time to put my complete trust in a God... who's more than tt... He's closer than being just tt God... He more than juz tt friend... i know who He wants to become in my life... but i've not given Him tt chance... and i know im missing out... but i know... one day... He'll be who He wants to be in my life... My God, My Friend, My Father, My Everything!!!!!
ling long picked a waterdrop @ 1:49 am
