*Thursday, April 27, 2006*

So You Would Come

Before the world began
You were on His mind
And every tear you cry
Is precious in His eyes
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come

Nothing you can do
Could make Him love you more
And nothing that you've done
Could make Him close the door
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come

Come to the Father
Though your gift is small
Broken hearts, broken lives
He will take them all
The power of the Word
The power of His blood
Everything was done
So you would come


when everything seems so far away... when light juz goes out in me... when His call seems to be destroyed... i look back, and realise...

before we were born, His plans were laid out, juz for us.
no amt of sin, no amt of rejection, can take tt plan away.
its as though He's forseen our wrongs, its as though He wa prepared for it to happen.
But what we werent prepared for.. was agape... God's unconditional love.
walk up to Him, walk up into HIs arms... when we kneel down, and ask for forgiveness... He wount reject you, neither wld His plans change...
satan wants us to avoid, he wants us far from God... but His love, His mercy, His grace has neva changed...

come home, come home, to the place where you belong

ling long picked a waterdrop @ 4:56 pm

*Saturday, April 22, 2006*

things tt were not meant to be, things that were of the past, things that i need to foget, let go and put down, i learnt it all today...

it hit me like a hurricane.. it hit me hard... i refuse to be who i was... and i wanna prepare... for who i can be....

God... i wanna leave my whole to you... my everything... day in day out...22/4/06



the fear to continue, the fear to look forward... im scared... but God... thank You... for tt helping hand... tt prompt....

my passion, my calling... i leave it all to You... at time it seems like a vast ocean... at time im at the shore... but recently... its juz floating soo far away... i cant seem to make any sense of it.


dun noe if its Your presense right here... tingling my every nerve.... but God... the tears tt flow... i know its You... right here by my side... neva letting me go...its cold... but my heart's still warm.... not at peace in my stomach, in my head... but i know... tt You'll always be here.. doesnt matter if i dont sense it... coz tts when faith comes in and takes over all distractions... God... im holding on... to Your calling.. Your passion, Your desire... Your love...

ling long picked a waterdrop @ 9:23 pm

*Wednesday, April 19, 2006*

was reminded by a few ppl to blog.. so here i am....

true true, last week's assinment chionging was a little long ago...

its amazing, how when few ppl meet for the 1st time, or even for the shortest time, a day may seem like a mth, 3 mths may seem like 3 years.

tts home. home right here in melb, in a country foreign to some, yet it has taken over tt sense of belonging. to me, it cant be replaced, never subtituted, neva forgetten.

no matter whether i do go back in the near future, i noe tt i've come over.. not only to impact, but to be impacted myself as well.

ppl coming, ppl going.. its a wonder y i dun cheerish the times i got to know ppl, but i thank God tt i love the times we go out together, even when some are to the pt of their last yr here, their last few mths, last few weeks, last few days, last few hours... its a period of time not to be forgotten.

read over jolyn's & jeremy's blog.. and a little reminder by josh .... a little fav of mine...

Denise:

French adherent of Dionysus (god of wine)

Traits: Denise is pictured as cute, fat, funny, and friendly--the kind of fun-loving girl who does not ever want to grow up. Some, though, think of Denise as stuck up and moody.

i dunno wat tt says abt me.. but well.. hopefully i'll find something in the bible to remind me or to encourage.... hhahha....

ling long picked a waterdrop @ 11:54 am

*Wednesday, April 12, 2006*

essay due tomorrow.. haven started.. yet im telling myself that coz i've got a God who does the impossible, i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me!!!! not very good excuse though.. but good enough from keeping me away from my insanities and anxieties.

to a few yoos out there... time to break through, time to throw all distractions aside, time to put ourselves, our assignments, our tests aside and focus on Him and what He's capable of. QT may not be the best right now, but its only when we push past that roof hovering over our heads that its the best of what could have been the worst case of 'laziness', 'essays', 'tests' and just 'myself'...

i love my God coz He's bringing me through tough times, and that through every dark tunnel is always light at the end... i see my light, yet walking towards it is tough job without His guidence, comfort, strength... i see my weakness, and God's holding onto me... time for me to walk walk walk walk in the light.. and by faith too!!!

ling long picked a waterdrop @ 9:45 am

*Sunday, April 02, 2006*

last week.... was.. full of expectations, full of hopes, but it came crashing down on sun... i shld haf known... when tt dreaded feeling came upon me during qt.. yet i've realised tt when God is challenge, we'll def lose... hahhaha
tts wat i learnt, tts wat i bet on.. haha.. and well.. it's a win win situation... i'm officially on a vcd fast for a week.. the 'sacrifice' tt i made wif God.. 2.. if someone else takes a break frm his movies and dvds.. hahha...

really happy tt Yan went up... i'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPPPPPPYYYYYYYYYY tt she went up.. haha... n im hoping tt she'll keep coming...

shauna screamed my hse down... scott's killing my guitar n my fingers..... sigh....

ling long picked a waterdrop @ 10:20 pm